Distortion

Watching Skip Beat anime without subtitles during midnight 1am is not recommended. By the way, I'm so looking forward to the release of "Prisoner".

*warning spoilers ahead*

Ren was bathing, and I knew he was going to watch "Tsukigomori" after that. And guess what I said? "Oh ya. After Ren bathed he's going to watch 'Code Blue'." Then I got a shock of what I've said. *laughs*

*End*

Yeah~ Done.

Tears

"Teardrops Raindrops are falling from on my eyes head~" I'm being a little lame I know. But argh, why do dramas have to be so saddening?!

Cliche, yet they shoot it and air it. -_-|| Just why do lives have to be sacrificed? Took 2 tissues worth of tears from me. (That's very much considering they were only teardrops.) Never mind.

Think tonight I'll be a little emotional already, because of the drama. Argh. Sad. Sad. Sad.

And did I mention? Yanxuan watched Proposal Daisakusen already! And she messaged me the following while she was watching.

-walao

-sad

-walao

-WALAO

-SAD

The end. See, ProDai is saddening as well. Dramas~ 

Yet another drama

Yeah. I finished "Yasuko to Kenji". Under the influence of the manga, I watched this drama. Totally different from the manga I should say. (When I''ve only read one chapter of the manga.) Never mind about that. There are 2 Johnny's in the drama anyway. *laughs* Moreover, this drama is super funny! I laughed through the first episode! Yeah, not a bad drama this time round~

By the way, I find Ohkura looking like Tamaki at some angles. And I find the female lead looking so much like Massu. Strange. Never mind. I enjoyed myself.

So, that's all for my life? I watched a drama. The end.

A fruitful day

I think so. Because I've already passed out 8 calendars today. To supposedly 4 people, but only to 3. And I'm left with another 9 calendars which most probably will all be gone by next week. I'm happy because this is more productive than the last time. Though my arms are aching now from carrying 6 calendars just now.

So, I want to complete something by this year. I hope I can achieve whatever I want to do this year, and for subsequent years as well.

頑張ります。だから、神様、助けて、力をくれてください。成功したくて、絶対夢を実現する。

Dramas

You know how each drama always likes to end each episode at the most crucial part so that viewers will continue to watch on? I always guess how each episode will end and get it correct most of the times. I was watching this drama just now, and I guessed a particular person will get injured or trapped somewhere somehow. Then the episode was going to an end without anything happening to that person, I thought I guessed wrong or something. Then *Ping Pong~!* (sound effect), something happened right before the episode ended.

I hated this. But I had to wait for the next episode next week and watch on. Argh. So now I shall move on to another drama.

By the way, Skip Beat is really great. But you should read the manga as well, not just relying on the anime, because it doesn't do justice to the original work. Please support the manga as well!

Kyoko x Ren = Love

202472 - 223:42

Number of files scanned: 202472

Time elasped: 223:42

Number of threats: 0

So I spent almost 4 hours on nothing?! Never mind, I think I found the virus. Argh, now, how to get rid of it.

風邪

風邪をひいたのが大嫌い！

鼻が痛いし、目は開けにくい。

どうして風邪がひいたんですか。

風邪だから、今全然何もしたくない。

辛いとき、今は。（泣）

-_-

NOT AGAIN~

VIRUS.

-_______-||

I HATE YOU GOOGLE CHROME. (Yet I'm using it now.)

ARGH.

Moody songs

感情线 - 183 Club

Well, seems like the song above is really a song to listen to when you're down or emotional. I hate times when I read something which has sad ending. Which by chance, I did today. Argh. I knew it was going to have a bad ending, and just when I reached the ending, the song above was playing on my laptop and I totally cried for that story I read. It wasn't that sad you know? The ending. It was just a typical ending. And please, the author wasn't really that good in conveying sad endings. Argh. She usually have happy endings and she's so much better at conveying happiness. I hate it how she turned the story. And I hate that it is a sad ending. Argh. Made my day so bad now. I really don like it.

But I've already read it. So. Doesn't really matter now. I'm so against incest, but why do stories with incest have to be in that case in the end? Just like "boku wa imouto ni koi wo suru", this story also talks about a twin, who believed they are not twins, but turned out that they are twins after all. Just that they have same father, whereas "boku wa" has the same mother. And that "boku wa" has a more satisfying ending. Argh.

HANABI - Mr.Children

Another song which I listen to when I'm low. Or rather, it was a song which made me low at first. But now it is the other way round. But even when I'm high, I listen to this song too. I'm not really a great fan of Mr Children, but I really love this song now. Probably really under the influence of drama. Because I'm getting to like the theme song of Bloody Monday by Flumpool too~

But never mind about all these now. I've finally got over my moodiness from that sad ending. I told you I hated sad endings. Argh. I will never ever touch something which I know I'll get moody after watching. Therefore I declare, I'm never going to watch 1 litre of tears unless I'm desperate or down or anything.

I finished quite many dramas I think. Because I watched "Food Fight" and "Brother Beat". And oh, "Food Fight" has sad ending too. Argh. Why? Michiru died in a restaurant, with half finished ramen or something. Argh. I hate this. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Why do I have to remember this ending. So saddening! -_-||

So enough of all these. I need some mood lifters. I should go find some scanlations or some video to watch.

Target Captured

Audio Technica ATH-ES55

Yeah~ I'm targeting at this set of headphones, and namely the white one. So pretty~!! I went to causeway point to try on different earphones and I really love this headphone~! $155. I have to save money~ But I love it~! I want it~! Hahaha. Wait for me!! By the way, in Japan it costs $180 at least. SO I SHALL BUY IN SINGAPORE.

And also, I went out the whole day, badminton in school, bugis to collect my JLPT certificate and even saw FS classmate clarissa. Hehe. Didn't expect all these though. Tired and I will be sleeping soon. Just want to update on this beauty above~ ^^

So that's all I guess~ My neighbour is playing A-Mei yet again. -_-|| I'm tired of it.

Last thing. I watched Bloody Monday. Not bad, but ending not very good. Nevermind. Title from Bloody Monday by the way. And now watching other dramas, Voice which stars Eita and Ikuta Toma (JE!) and Rescue starring Masuda Takahisa (NEWS!) and Nakamaru Yuichi (KT) and Yamamoto Yuusuke (quite an Ikemen~). Yeah. No more drama. And probably Skip Beat anime. And random D no Arashi episodes. I have no life.

Some soul searching

Well, I have not fully cleaned my room yet, which I'm planning to do right after my attachment ended. So I'm going to put full force in cleaning it, starting from MONDAY~ *laughs* And my parcels are coming in batches, probably 6 batches, 2 coming in 2 days time, so more reasons to clean my room. Tomorrow is my usual Japanese day, so I shall let tomorrow free of nothing. (And face a messy room at the end of the day~ -_-||)

Then more soul searching, which is job hunting in fact. Once my room gets cleaned, I have to look for jobs. My ideal starting date was mid March, but suddenly I have the feeling of pushing it to April, in fact, I was thinking, probably after I got my cert? *laughs* Procrastinator~ Well because, if I were to go for the graduation ceremony, I need to have a free day don't I? I'm planning on taking a full time permanent job actually, so taking a leave after commencing job only for a while seems bad isn't it? Well, I hope I get some good job. Shall start job hunting soon! (By the way, I'm actually quitting the thoughts of entering Uni, because of some reasons~)

You know what? I better lead those lives of those millionaires, like how I'm not that educated but Goddess of Luck happen to take a liking of me and I'll open some big companies or something when I get older~ *laughs* AS IF IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.

*soul searching*

Okay, I am not going to lead those lives so I have to work hard and put in more efforts~ (Honestly speaking, I wish I led those lives, millionaires' lives~) Okay, I'll quit day dreaming.

But most importantly, I'm going to soul search on my biasness, my blatant bianess for Korean related things. In fact, I'm ashamed for disliking almost every single Korean thing. That fish rice from North Point Food Court was probably the only Korean thing I liked. Used to like. Because the serving became so small that it looked miserable. And to be frank, I always get so turned off whenever Mai talks about some Korean stuff she watched or she heard or she whatever. I should feel ashame for that too. Argh, I hate myself somehow now.

I wonder what happened to me. I bet it is those over-exaggeration on how Korean stars and all are too good and I totally get turned off. Or it must be the over-publicising of Korean dramas by Mediacorp. I went Poh Kim that day and happened to see a drama which was aired on Channel U I guess. A doctor drama. I saw how the doctor was trying to save the patient, and he was doing CPR on that patient. But the first thing I thought was, "Code Blue is better.". Then I went on thinking, "Code Blue is so much better. You look so fake. You're killing the person instead. Oh my, this whole show looks so fake. I hate everything of this show.". The end. I totally detest this show in the end.

Then I told Mai, because she told me she was watching Code Blue recently. I was happy of course, but it has come to the stage where I don't force her anything about NEWS anymore. So I merely asked what she thought about Code Blue, and how come she thought Code Blue was nice. So she explained a little, that little in fact. Which I was thinking, "okay, at least it caught your attention finally.". Then she said she watched another Korean drama, which happened to be that Ch U drama I detest. So I asked how was it, and she told me how she was crying to one scene where someone's nose was already injured but had to suffer from some punch by some other doctors. It was a drama about the politics in a hospital by the way. But I don't really care now.

I further got turned off by Mai when she said she listened to Big Bang. Argh. I don't know. I just hated the fact that Mai went over to Korean side somehow. Or probably, I was just feeling lonely.

I have no one to fangirl NEWS anymore. Seriously. No one. When I felt something, I have no one to turn to. Somehow I've become a lonely fangirl. Hahaha.

Although NEWS made me happy, but I have no one to share my joy to, because no one can understand my joy. So why should I tell someone who doesn't even care? I may have online friends, but I can only chat with them only when they are online. Especially my overseas friends whom I can only contact through emails and all. I want to fangirl, but I felt so lonely fangirling to myself and only emails or blogs at times. I want some immediate reactions too. I want to see reactions too.

Probably, I didn't have proper fangirling of NEWS all these whiles. Previously, I probably wasn't fangirling properly, because all I focused was on Pi and his looks or actions or whatsoever. Now I want to properly fangirl on their voices, their interactions and all, but no one to share with.

I don't know. I'm lost now. By what I've typed.

I should just stop here.

Headphones!

Audio Technica ATH-FW5

I want a new headphone/earphone!! Isn't the above a beauty?! The white ones!! Oh my~! Now I've set my eyes on this brand, Audio Technica!! If it's cheaper to buy over at Amazon, I will!!

*Loves*

By the way, probably not this model yet, I'll research more and more! Yeah! New headphones, here I come! (Forget about creative, TSK.)

Not really in a good mood

That's why I'm posting? But probably not here, so.

Forgot to add on that I had a fall on 31 Jan and sprained my ankle.
And...
Some people are giving me problems now, argh.
First time ever I felt that people are so uncooperative.
Please, pay up if the deadline is already nearing.
Argh, damn JE calendars mass ordering.
Why should I help these people who are so uncooperative?
I hate myself.

RAINBOW

This picture I took today could probably portray all the feelings I had today and I'm having now? Well, before this picture was taken, there were storms and downpours, which was similar to what I was experiencing. Then finally, the rain stopped and there was a rainbow, which showed that all the bad things or emotions were coming to an end and there is a brighter future. However, behind this rainbow, there were dark clouds. So generally, even though it seems that problems or woes have been solved or were all gone, there are still more troubles to come and more things to be worried of and everything doesn't seem as perfect as it is like the rainbow.

The only happy thing?

I woke up to 5566 songs today, no longer A-Mei's songs.
龙之传奇演唱会

soon

Soon everyone will be going in separated ways, can't help but feel a little sad.
Is that how things are going to end?

One Month

It has been a month since I've last updated, and within a month, so many things could have happened and happened.

Renfu got married, and held his wedding again in Taiwan just last Saturday. Seeing them happily ever after made me so happy and fortunate to have supported him. Jia you Ren Fu!

FYP ended, just yesterday, and I was a little sad having to leave the company. Because indeed I've enjoyed during my 6-mth stay in the company. I hope everyone all the best, and to myself as well.

I received my first Valentines' Day chocolates, but good thing doesn't last I guess?

Japanese I2 results was released last week, and I got my first full mark for oral, good news I guess?

I have not paid attention to NEWS for the past one month, not that there were many news for me to catch up with.

I'm feeling stress somehow, I don't like this.

Chinese New Year was an enjoyable one, but I'm worried for my Grandmother. I shall visit her this coming week.

Nothing much to say I guess..

Ganbatte/Jia You/Work Hard everyone~