rant

.... during saturday, Mai called me.. originally, she was supposed to meet me on fri to pass me her wish for koyama.. but she didn manage to finish her card on friday, and so she planned to meet me on saturday instead.. well.. saturday i was paranoid about chicken pox if everyone still remembers.. *laughs* so on saturday, i assumed that she was going to meet me.. and i planned to see the doc around 7+ in the night as well..

just so nice, she called at 7+.. and as i picked up the phone, i couldn remember the conversation much, but it sounded rushed.. and the thing she asked was, if i can meet her in the morning on sunday for the card.. because she was outside with her mom.. the main point is, i only realised it NOW.. the emotion i felt during the whole phone conversation.. it was disappointment.. i knew that the moment i saw the call, i had the intention to ask her to accompany me to the clinic.. but instead, i felt disappointed that she couldn even meet me at all.. and i realised i sounded harsh on the phone.. i remembered how harsh i was, but strangely, i didn remember how she sounded.. she msged me later to apologise for being rude.. but i had no impression at all.. probably i was in a daze that time..

*continuation from lj*

then sunday morning, finally i met her to get the card.. and she was in the mood to find things in orchard.. so i told her to meet me around 3 to 3:30 at orchard.. when i head to our meeting place, i msged her.. but i didn get any reply from her.. so i tried to call her, but all i got was "number busy".. i cant remember my emotions then, but i went to call her house instead.. and someone picked up, and it was her.. and she told me she was downloading songs.. when she was supposed to meet me right at that time.. i had so much idea of how long her bus journey was going to take.. but she promised that she can reach before 4pm.. so i waited.. instead, in my mind, i even gave her more than an hour, to 4.15.. i told myself, i shall not get angry and all unless she reaches after 4.15.. and right at 4.. she msged me again, to tell me that she was going to take more than 30 mins to reach.. i totally gave up.. but thank goodness she reached around 4:15..

however.. at one point i really got angry.. i'm sorry, Mai~ but anyway, i really got angry.. because she knew that i planned to meet her at 3+, but instead of getting out an hour before, she was still downloading songs at 3+.. why i couldn get through her handphone, was because she was transferring the songs to her handphone.. at 3+.. and when i asked why was she downloading and transferring songs during that time, she told me it was because of her sister, who wanted to search for nice restaurants which sell chilli crab.. and then when she was explaining, she said something along this line, "if you don't believe then so be it, i'm telling the truth and i just let out everything."..

the main thing was, she didn understand what i was furious about.. it wasnt because i didn believe her.. in fact, i didn doubt anything about her sister searching for chilli crabs.. it was the fact that she was still at home at 2+ 3pm downloading songs and all when she was supposed to meet me.. when during that time she was supposed to be out and waiting for bus.. well, that's because her sister used the com and slowed the downloading speed, that's why she was out so late.. nvm that already.. and after that so called small quarrel.. we are back to normal again..

it sounded like a tiff between couples.. eeeek.. so strange.. *laughs* i'm not a les am i? *laughs*

anyway, i cut the quoted part from lj, and the part which i said i didn post on lj, they are above.. all has passed.. soo.. no point dwelling over.. live everyday to the fullest then!

blood test

yeah.. i went for my second blood test.. i'm now typing with a hand only.. nvm.. i can type with 2 hands now.. the doctor took the blood from my hand, instead of my arm.. its on the back of my hand~ my left..

she poked twice know!! first time cannot find the vein.. and in the end.. i realised.. if can find the vein, its not painful, if cannot find the vein, its a little painful.. i'll peel the plaster off later..

anyway.. you must be wondering what this blood test is all about right? yeah~ because, i need to ensure that i don't get 2 weeks MC.. if i got it, it'll be a mess.. my japanese lessons, my school work, my fan work.. everything will be messed up.. i cant afford MC for 2 weeks.. therefore, i did this test to check for anti-bodies.. if i didn't have it, i can go pray hard already..

so anyway, let's hope that i have had the vaccine before.. like what my dad said..~ *prays*

school started

alright.. already 2 days into actual school life.. regarding the 5 points i mentioned in my previous posts.. i have some verdicts.. *laughs* firstly, Sem 1 is going to be a hectic one.. because of overload of assignments.. then together with my fanwork + fandom, how nice.. left enough hours for my japanese.. *laughs* probably i don need to slp anymore~ oh dear.. i need to slp!! argh..

so far, 2 days down the road.. i already have 3 projects? then 5 individual reports for FFS, and also others that are coming~ how nice~ i can die.. *laughs* if i become a leader ah (which is inevitable), i don think i can survive much.. haha.. i can.. but probably already half-dead?

so, conclusion drawn? nothing.. *laughs*

anyway, i got a new laptop~

school's starting!

yeah~ or probably not yeah~ haha.. school's starting.. monday~ which means i only have 36 hrs to enjoy~ haha.. from now.. anyway, this semester will be a hectic one.. or rather, probably this year will be a hectic one.. i have different tasks and aims for this year in fact.. or i'm planning to have~ *laughs*

#1 - Complete year 3 sem 1 & sem 2 (which continues till next year.. but nvm..)
#2 - Complete EL1 for japanese and continue on to INT2 before the end of this year~
#3 - Sign up for JLPT Level 4 paper during Oct regardless of my standard.
#4 - Maintain my fanwork~
#5 - Continue to fangirl for fandom~

hope i can do it!! haha.. so today.. went to meet meizi as planned.. like finally~ haha.. had been planning to meet for shopping purpose but never did it until now.. i think we dragged for 2 semesters? haha.. thanks for accompanying! oh and as usual, i was late.. haha.. so we met at the library first.. but turned out that the shops that meizi wanted to bring me to did not open.. so we walked to chong pang~ haha..

and i did not eat anything before meeting meizi.. in the end, we went to eat first~ bought kway chap, duck rice, you tiao, the butterfly knot thing and tau hway (how to spell ah?) to share.. and sugar cane juice as well~ spent $5.40 altogether~ but i was super full~ *laughs* then to my first stop, to buy jeans.. or rather, shorts.. so i bought 2 pairs.. one required alteration though, cuz too long.. haha.. tml then collect~ and just 2 bottoms, cost me $61.00.. after discount some more~ XXL = EXTRA EXPENSIVE LA.. ok.. i'm lame..

after which, shoes!! i've been saying that i want formal shoes.. and i finally got it~ *laughs* so at first, i went in and tried on a few pairs of shoes.. then i started to get addicted and tried more and more pairs.. i only planned to buy one pair of formal shoes.. but in the end, i got myself one formal, one i-dono-what-you-call-it casual slipper and one i-also-dono-what-you-call-it slip on shoe.. next time i wear it you'll see it.. haha.. 3 pairs know!! so many! and meizi bought one.. haha.. then in the end the person told us above $80 = lifetime membership.. haha.. we got $70+, lack of $2.90 in fact.. haha.. then i added one pair of sole cushions (i think so?) and became a member.. *laughs*

then cuz it was raining, we took a bus to NorthPoint instead.. and i started on my shopping spree again~ haha.. tops now~ so we went giordano.. and started to find tops.. at first i didn see any interesting tops and was almost giving up.. then i noticed a shelf with some creative tops~ haha.. in my opinion la~ haha.. so the saleswoman came and helped me^^ she's professional! *laughs* she asked what my waist number was.. and i dono at all.. *laughs* so i used secondary school skirt's measurement.. and i cant even remember.. so i said 40.. and she immediately gave a "are you kidding?" kind of face.. haha..

oh, before this part, she told us that, spending $100 will entitle us a lifetime membership.. so our items were already $60.. so we needed another $40.. obviously my stuffs la~ haha.. meizi didn have enough cash on her, so she only bought one top and one t-shirt..

so i asked the saleswoman if there were anything else i could buy.. and that's why suddenly she asked me about my waist.. haha.. then she passed me a shorts.. and i was like, "so small?! can fit anot?" but she just say can one, and asked me to try.. amazingly.. it fitted.. *laughs*!! i didn know! wow~ haha.. i can wear a 34 now.. i thought i couldn.. and yes, 34 is big.. haha.. but nvm, the thing is, i can find fitting pants and all in giordano?! that's amazing.. at least for me~ *laughs*

and in the end, i got 1 shorts 1 jeans and 3 tops from Giordano.. and i tot about 4 tops = 4TOPS.. *laughs* nvm that.. so to hang ten! *laughs* and after spending so much, i decided not to spend a lot in HT.. so i only bought another 2 tops for $18.. yup~

so yes.. that's the end of my pre-semester shopping~ haha.. in total.. i spent.. $236.70.. with food.. $242.10.. wow.. its alot.. ok.. time to save again~ haha.. so lastly, just want to show the result of mai's and my hardwork yesterday~^^



to know more about my hardwork, please read over here~ haha.. alright~ i'm done with posting.. time to sort my shopping bags and all~!!

mixture of life~

あなた自身を世話し、懸命に働かせて下さい! 毎日および生きている幸福に秘蔵して下さい!

copied and edited from LJ.. haha..

alright.. i have so many things to do.. firstly.. i'm going to talk about my timetable.. its out.. and.. its not much better.. in fact, its worse?! argh..

	0900- 0950	1010- 1100	1110- 1200	1205- 1255	1300- 1350	1400- 1450	1510- 1600	1610- 1700	1710- 1800
Mon	FdBiz TUT	FdBiz TUT		AFC LEC	AFC LEC		AFC PRA	AFC PRA
Tue		FFSci LEC	FFSci LEC		PrdD&D LEC	PrdD&D LEC	LRegAf LEC	LRegAf LEC	LRegAf TUT
Wed					FdBiz LEC	FdBiz LEC
Thu	AFInM PRA	AFInM PRA	PrdD&D PRA	PrdD&D PRA		AFInM LEC	AFInM LEC	AFP LEC	AFP LEC
Fri		PrdD&D TUT	CS2 TUT	CS2 TUT

Alright.. finished.. finally.. still.. i have to attend school EVERYDAY.. just when i hope for a off day.. but no.. there isnt any.. how nice.. but at least.. only 2 days starting at 9am.. wed can really slp more.. haha.. school starting in 5 days time.. i cant take it.. ahhh.. so fast!! everything is passing by sooo fast.. why is this so? hmmm.. nvm~ and i'll have to start on kei's bday card.. ahhh..

next.. haha.. i have 2 new cds for my disc collection.. general disc collection~ haha.. firstly, is Akaku Moyuru Taiyou LE~!!!!!!!! Thanks to a kind soul who sold it to me~!!! though i still have not paid yet.. i'll do it soon!! thanks so much~!! so.. pictures~!!

i forgot to take the pic of the disc.. *laughs* because i was listening and ripping the songs.. nvm~ i have it with me now^^ sooo happy~!!

next~ i went out yesterday.. with erica, meizi and jas.. star couldn come.. or rather.. she come also like a wasted trip.. cuz we went suki sushi.. my only splurge of the month.. and i swore not to eat japanese food for at least another 2 months.. *laughs* so if you see me eating, tell me about this swear i made..

and i bought this cd!! yeah~!! i'm so happy!! haha.. its Mediacorp Drama Themes Compilation Album.. whatever.. i dono its english title.. *laughs* i cant find it anywhere else except HMV.. so i had to spend a little more than usual.. but nvm.. i love this compilation!! haha.. listening to it now some more~^^



hehe.. this is the one i bought.. total of 33 songs.. and i like.. 22 songs? haha.. ^^ so happy.. when i was listening to some of the songs.. nostalgia hit me and yes.. you know what happened.. and this compilation has a song sang by Jonathan Leong (dono got spell wrongly or not la..) and it has Yu Yan in it!! then i went to find the song.. its the songs for Shen Diao Xia Lv (Return of Condor heroes), Singapore's version.. Yu Yan is by Fann Wong and Zhang Yu.. the vid below is the song!! when i listened to it, nostalgia hit me again~ *laughs* anyone who has this song, please send me?! i wan it badly~!!



the end~ haha..

memories

*laughs* something hit my mind and i decided to dig out my past.. probably not.. ^^ anyway, i forgot how i got to know aggie and all~!! how bad.. so i went to her blog, and finally got the dates clear..~ whee~ timeline, starts!

25 Aug 07
i got directed to aggie's blog for the first time cuz she uploaded something on news_jpop.. which i have yet to find out.. *laughs*

28 Aug 07(1)
28 Aug 07(2)
i continued to comment while taking the vids.. *laughs* habit from lj you see~^^

04 Sep 07
after leeching for a few days.. i felt guilty.. so i posted another comment again~ *laughs* this time round, apologising~ while at the same time, requested for one vid^^ Budou no Ki.. this is a must watch! *laughs* aggie, thanks so much for uploading it for me!!!

07 Sep 07
wow~ nice date^^ so during this day.. aggie finally uploaded the vid (Budou no Ki) and i thanked her so much!! she really made my day~ woohoo~!!

10 Sep 07
then i started to ask stupid questions which bothered her.. *laughs* ok.. she said it didn bother her at all.. but i think, they are stupid.. *laughs* my questions i mean.. i don't even know where i got those courage from to ask someone to help me with something.. i was that thick-skinned.. *laughs*

27 Sep 07
wow.. the dates jumped so far apart~ i wonder what i had during that period.. *laughs* stupid questions again.. but my msn alarm now, is all thanks to aggie's wav files.. *laughs* though i have some "hallelujah chance~!" wav files as well^^ i made them myself~ frankly.. i think i'm going to fall aslp soon.. so tired.. dono what i'm typing at all~ *laughs*

31 Oct 07
not my last comment.. but i can say its the official date i got to know aggie.. cuz i added her!! though maybe not on this day? i dono.. *laughs* nevertheless.. now i know which day it is.. Halloween.. right? someone please refresh my memory.. i'm forgetting all dates~

*posts may not be viewable as the blog is friends-only..

anyway, some serious updating.. i went out many times during this holiday.. and it is going to end soon.. nooooo~ "Hallelujah CHANCE!" *laughs* i'm not returning.. anyway, ytd went to erica's hse to slack.. *laughs* pai seh! dirtied ur room again~!!

then tml will be a hectic day.. cuz i'm going to clean my room.. yes.. you heard me.. i'm going to clean it.. *laughs* probably wont be online that early..

come to think of that.. i feel so bad.. i was chatting with T on tuesday, and T was worried about me chatting with the rest on wednesday.. so T kindly made arrangement for J to come online on wed night to find me.. but.. i came home too late.. tooo late.. and U told me that J was waiting for me.. ahhhhh!! "waiting for me" is a strong phrase.. oh dear.. i muz apologise to J!! i will!! anyway, i apologised to T just now already.. hope everything will get better^^ *prays*