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i'm kinda tired after typing this long chunk ytd.. haha.. though it was sooo full of pi love ne~ *laughs*

dareka, tasukete!!

argh.. i'm struggling again.. i cant believe i'm having second thoughts.. shld i have it or shld i not? argh.. probably, i shldn have watched Kurosagi.. probably, i shldn have watched ProDai AFTER Kurosagi.. now, tell me.. shld i or shld i not?!

wat? you don know what i'm referring to?! ProDai!! the dvd!! shld i or shld i not!! *shouting~* argh.. i'm struggling.. how can i have second thought? when i saved for it.. the money i mean.. but.. i realised.. Kurosagi is much better than ProDai.. so.. izit worth to spend $200 over on it? shld i or shld i not?! suddenly.. right now.. i've made a decision.. i'm going to buy it afterall.. *laughs* *relieved* but.. i still wan to go on.. cuz maybe i might change my mind again.. cuz its not a small amount ne~ i didn consider that much when i was buying pacific and weeeek.. (not that i've regretted.. i did not!)

well.. i muz say.. the leaks(or maybe not..) from the dvd sort of make me think twice.. why shld i spend such a large amount of money when i can get it easily off the net? but the more i think now.. the clearer i am.. i WILL buy it.. zettai!! *cheers* i've made up my mind!! maybe i shld have typed this entry earlier.. so i wouldn have to go thru soooooooo much trouble ne~ as in troubling over the buy or not buy issue.. haha.. now i'm sooooo relieve.. hehe.. that i'm buying.. ne Pi~ i'm buying ok!! so make sure you come singapore one day or else i'll send a rocket over to japan to shoot you down!! and hopefully, i can get the first edition.. no point getting the normal edition.. that's my purpose ne~

alright.. another thing.. haha.. i had this thought when i rewatched kurosagi ne~ esp this afternoon when i finished the episode.. hmmm.. one thing.. so kenzou liked yoshida soooo much that during the kurosagi period he is already calling maki by yoshida ne~ (note: kurosaki calls tsurara yoshida, and in prodai rei's family name is yoshida ne~)

anyway, that's not the impt part.. the impt part is.. i have some ideas for kurosagi movie ne~ or how shld i put it? i have this crazy plot.. but i was hoping it will not happen.. (cuz i wouldn wanna cry in a cinema.. i'm touchy ne~ *laughs*) alright.. i had this scene.. (don ask me why is that so.. i have no idea as well.. -___-||) kurosaki trying to say goodbye to tsurara before he goes and faces that guy who caused his dad's death.. not the person who sells the info though.. that one who did the fraud.. yup..(forgot his name.. gomen) so.. he called tsurara by tsurara.. and said something like, "wait for me to come back.." (well, i was imaging that maybe its time for Kurosaki to face his kimochi ne~ so maybe he faced it.. yup.. anyway, tsurara said this before isnt it? that kurosaki wa hitori janai~) and tsurara will ans him firmly, "hai!".. yup.. (well, i gotta admit it.. i don mind ne~ if they have any intimate scenes here.. *laughs* though i'm not a yamaki shipper.. i totally don mind at all^^ and somehow, i hope they do.. like HERO^^ jus a slight peck on the cheek is better than nothing.. cuz kurosaki is sooooo innocent ne~ i guess.. *laughs* he cant do much anyway..) so.. the sad part is.. maybe he got caught (again?!) or he might get into some accident or something.. (definitely not a car accident.. accident as in maybe he got killed by that man or something.. or he has to face some consequences..) i stopped at this part.. cuz i was thinking.. so cliche.. but at the same time.. so sad that i know i'll burst out crying if that was the real scene in the movie.. so let's hope its not going to happen.. this scene..

yeah~ i've finally typed out my thoughts ne~ yeah~ *relieved!!* so now.. i can slp soundly.. and prepare for my test tml.. and i wasn late for today's test.. neither was i early though.. *laughs* yeah! 3 papers down! 3 more papers to go!! ganbarimasu!!

and you know what? i love Daite Senorita.. so minna who doesn have anything to do right now.. go listen to Daite Senorita ne~!! haha.. jus giving minna who doesn have the rip^^ however, don spread the link ne~ arigatou gozaimasu~ (i doubt there will be ppl who doesn have the rip..) "daite daite daite senorita~ tsuyoku tsuyoku tsuyoku hanasanaide~"

EDIT: thanks mai.. you reminded me of Pi's acting.. *laughs* i muz discuss bout it one day.. with many many many caps.. *laughs* and have a taste of my Pi-Biasness as well^^ anyway..

Pi is indeed a very good actor^^

Headlines!!

"Student Strolling into Examination Room When Late!"

alright.. i'm bad at making headlines.. but basically, i'll be on the headlines of many ppl in our class ne~ (i'm sooo tempted to see if i've made it for all my clzmates' blogs..)

the thing is.. guess what? i mistook the time for my paper today.. my goodness.. anyway.. this was what happened.. if you're interested in such a BLUR and RIDICULOUS incident, read on..

i woke up around 11, thinking that i'm having a paper at 1.. so i washed up and ate and all.. then it was already 1130 or so.. so i tot maybe i can tidy my notes for the module today..(well, i'm a very last minute person.. so i haven studied for it ne~) after tidying and all.. it was 12 already.. and it was about to rain.. at first i was thinking maybe i shld stay home and study till 1230 before going sch.. but i didn wanna get drenched in the rain, so i went out earlier than i expect..

so it was already raining.. and i took my own sweet time to reach the examination room.. (don worry.. its jus a small common test which consists bout 20% of my total results.. which is alot.. argh..) but its kinda strange isnt it? there's no on outside the room.. so everyone had gone in ne? so i tried to open the back door.. but couldn open it.. and the lecturer opened the front door.. so i went in..

then i realised everyone was seated and the paper was like already opened.. "doushite? hmmm.. you mean you can read the paper 30 mins beforehand?!" was what i thought at that time.. then minna was looking at me strangely.. like i have done something weird.. esp jaslin ne~ so i slowly take my time, get my ear piece off, then my pens and all.. and i went to the table.. and i heard the lecturer asking why was i so late.. so i thought.."hey? arent i early? its only 12 something!" and something shocked me when i sat down..

the board.. the white board.. it was written there..

Safety and Quality
12:00 - 13:00

my goodness.. i was late for 35 mins or so!?(told by jas after the paper.. that i entered the room around 1235) well.. but i was very cool ne~ the first thought i had in mind was, "there's no point panicking and worrying or being shock or stress.. jus do the paper as per normal.." so i did it.. calmly.. my mind was calm.. but not my hand.. wow.. my handwriting became very big and forceful at the same time.. i guess i was really very stress ne~ but i jus didn feel it then.. so i managed to finish the paper.. and hand it in on time.. (but i couldn ans most of the qns cuz i have not studied finish.. remember? i went into the room bout half an hr "earlier".. that remaining time was SUPPOSED to be my studying time.. soo.. well..)

then everyone turned to me and asked the same thing.. "did you oversleep?" "what happened?! why you so late?!" well.. all i can say is that, "i thought that the paper starts at 1.." and everyone looked at me so unbelievingly.. well.. maybe in their mind, they'll believe more on the overslp excuse than the i-tot-it-starts-at-1 excuse.. is that so? if i were to give you these 2 excuses, which one will you believe more on? hmmm.. maybe i shld hold a poll or something.. as if there will be ppl responding..

anyway, i've learnt my lesson.. my paper is starting at 1200 tml ne!! ganbatte ne! don forget again!! and minna.. don be as blur as me!! oh.. and i remembered.. when i leave the room.. i asked "where is my hp?" and no one responded me.. so sad.. i think meizi they all already immuned to my shouting of "where is _______?!".. but i really left it in the room ne~.. thank goodness i checked jus in time, and got it.. haha.. so minna.. really.. don be this blur.. (i really wonder what has gotten into me to make me that blur..)

jus a slight note ne~ or maybe i shldn say this.. cuz its supposed to be a secret or something? anyway.. yeah~ you-know-them might have gotten my letter.. hooray~ and hopefully you-know-them can come to singapore one day.. or even, hold a world tour concert so that they will visit minna ne~? hehe.. ureshii!! and take care!! cold weather!!

It's Tiger Time!

anyway, i'm tired.. so i'[m jus going to cut and paste.. argh.. got flu liao.. and sore throat..

ahhh.. at first i wanna use japanese type out the introduction.. but, i'm tired.. so i'll jus type in english.. haha.. anyway, the weather is cold ne~ but i felt very comfortable today.. cuz i bathed in hot water!! finally!^^ haha.. kimochi na~ however, i wonder if its the fault of the prawn crackers ytd, i have sore throat now.. i'm going to drink the woods cough syrup later.. again.. haha..

anyway, yeah~ i had a fun day today!!^^ first, i get to wake up late, as my class started at 1.. then i had breakfast at home, cuz i asked my dad to buy it for me~ after that, though it was a rainy day, i managed to go sch, and did the experiment.. most importantly, i went for the brewery tour^^ its this tour and i guess the sch pays for us or something.. haha.. i had fun in there^^ and i have lots of photos to put up^^

it was tiring ne~ to get there.. cuz its so far away from my sch, we took almost an hr to reach there.. then, there was a guide who led us around the brewery.. there were many stairs to climb, and basically, other than silos and tanks, there wasnt much to see.. so at the end of the day, we were brought to the Tiger Tavern to taste beer^^ that was my first time drinking.. (so now, whenever ppl ask when was my first drinking, i will mention this.. haha.. which is, kinda pathetic? haha..) or maybe not my first time, since i tasted beer when i was like 7 yrs old, ate choco, ice cream and cakes that contains alcohol.. but then, to actually drink the beer, it was my first time, and moreover, after the legal age of drinking.. so anyway, i had 7 different kinds of beer^^ and i can really taste the difference in every brand.. (wow.. my taste buds are good..) and the atmosphere there is really good^^ it makes me feel like i can sit there the whole day jus to relax or chat^^ anyway, firstly, i tried Tiger Beer.. well, its their major brand there.. so we had to try that before we can try the others.. we 5 sat at the counter ne~ so we get to see how they wash the glasses and all.. it was amazing.. haha.. maybe i shld have taken the photo of that as well..(kiasu-ism again..) jas took a small sip and couldn take it.. *laughs* then star took it, also couldn take it.. *laughs again* then i let meizi had her sip before i drink.. while erica who said that she doesn share drinks, took a sip as well.. but in the end.. that glass of Tiger Beer ended up in meizi's and my stomach.. *laughs* but i guess meizi drank more than i do.. haha.. cuz i was very enthu in drinking the rest of the brands^^

then i asked the guide for another brand ne~ (i wanted to try Erdinger cuz he recommended it.. but he gave me another instead..) and he gave me Heineken.. so this time round, i took a sip first.. and i realised it was different from TB.. but couldn explain what was the dif.. star also said it was dif..(she took one sip, and couldn take it again..) then the guide came saying that it is lighter, as in not that strong? in the aroma or taste? yup.. so.. jas went to drink coke instead, and Heineken went down meizi's and my stomach again.. haha.. but this time round, i drank more than meizi did.. (so we're equal ne~) and finally, Erdinger came.. haha.. and its wheat beer.. anyway, it sort of went around before coming back to us(we 5) and meizi took a sip.. the remaining, amazingly, did not went down meizi's stomach, it went down erica's and my stomach..(yes.. i drank quite a lot..) then somehow, more beer started to appear.. haha.. and i saw the guinness stout, and i took a sip.. it was bitter, but the aroma is nice.. haha.. cuz its made with roasted malt, so it has an aroma similar to that of coffee maybe? haha.. and after that, i requested for ABC Ginseng Stout^^ cuz i've been wanting to try that out.. and yeah~ the guide gave me a small glass of it^^

the moment i drank it, i knew that it was the one i like^^ haha.. the aroma is rich, at the same time, there is a ginseng taste, which i like as well^^ but star couldn take it.. she said it was too strong.. the ginseng.. and she kept complaining that the bitter taste lingered in her mouth.. and betrand came to get the ginseng as well.. and he took mine..(i was hoping that i can have it on my own.. haha.. but nvm..) and returned with half remaining.. so erica and i shared that half.. cuz we both like the taste and aroma of it^^ then betrand returned again..(frankly, i forgot bout the sequence.. haha..) with another beer, kellerbier.. which i didn managed to take photo of.. (cuz it slipped off my mind, and it was betrand who "served" me, so i kinda of forgot it was ANOTHER brand.. if it was served as a new glass of beer, i would have taken noticed and take the photo ne~ anyway, when i reached this stage.. i can feel the dizziness already.. not that strong, and somehow, kind of fun and relax.. haha.. and i know that meant i was almost getting drunk.. so we girls went to the toilet ne~ and then i realised that my foot steps were kinda light, as in.. argh.. i cant explain.. but its sort of like i was floating.. haha.. then when i went to the toilet, i realised that.. most of my classmates had blushed/flushed faces..(i dono which word is the correct one.. so.. haha.. maybe both are wrong as well..) except for me.. so.. is that normal? i couldn find info online.. so maybe someone who knows bout the mechanism behind can explain to me.. (maybe being fat is the reason.. the fats are sooooo thick until the blush/flush cannot be seen..)

anyway, right before we were leaving the place, someone was rotating a glass of Baron's.. and its the beer that has the highest percentage of alcohol(in Tiger Tavern), but i knew i was almost getting drunk, so i only took a sip.. amazingly, jas wanted to try it..*shocked* and she couldnt take it still.. haha.. and we left that place.. haha.. and finally, i had the chance to play a Nintendo DS!^^ it belongs to my classmate though.. (when one of my friends actually owns it..) it was kind of him ne~ to let me play.. haha.. or maybe, its cuz of jas huh? haha.. anyway, i played a few rounds of Cooking Mama.. haha.. kinda fun.. and there goes my whole afternoon and evening.. but then, i guess this was the most enjoyable outdoor trip i had.. cuz of the harmonious atmosphere i had^^ maybe its due to the non-presence of cpu..

anyway, time for pictures now.. haha..

Tiger Tavern~







us~ (we had a hard time taking the photos cuz the seats were too high and the ppl at the back couldn be seen.. -_-|| that's why you see me lying on the bar top..)









the 6 beers~ Tiger Beer, Heineken, Guinness, Erdinger, Baron's and ABC
















last but not least, our guide, Andrew..

and also.. jus to brighten up your day.. a rainbow^^(well, its not a natural one.. but its beautiful^^ blame my camera~)



yeah~ i'm done with posting^^ finally.. haha.. its a long day.. gotta slp!!

ja ne~

Pictures

well, got one bunch of ppl doing some publicity of the movie.. cant even register the name in my head..


we 4 with the monopoly guy^^

the guy

half eaten ice cream.. mine on the right..



full ice cream.. soooo big la..


the ranking.. for HMV.. haha.. star's hand introducing BoA's single..(it was a candid photo.. her hand was NEVER meant to be there!!)

5566魅力不减！

yeah!! 5566 is finally releasing their 4th album, 喝采BRAVO! and i can assure everyone.. my love for 5566 did not decrease because of NEWS, it was revived when i saw the news on this!!^^(not that it was dead.. i jus kept it somewhere deep inside my heart.. haha)

EDIT: you know what? i forgot to add on something here.. the proof of my love for 5566.. on sat, i exclaimed when i saw their poster and signature.. haha.. and jus now.. i shouted in the middle of the night.. cuz i saw one news.. that they are coming for the Stars Awards!! now i muz watch it.. haha.. 5566! finally!! do you think i shld go fetch their plane? maybe i shld.. haha.. we shall see again..

well, but still.. i was reminded of NEWS no Sayaendou the moment i saw this title.. cuz of the "BRAVO" of course.. and seriously deep inside my heart.. i wished that it was sayaendou.. cuz then i can link both groups together.. and i totally wont mind if one day they are going to collaborate!! i mean, 2 of my favourite groups together, how wonderful can that be?! haha.. i'm dreaming now.. but i shld.. cuz its already 3 in the morning.. i have to sleep soon.. haha.. here comes my fangirling for 5566 again.. since NEWS is stagnant now.. haha.. (well, i don have the chance to watch the winter concerts you know?) except for pi's shounen club perf, which i'm waiting for!!

so, i have lots of things for me to save money for now.. argh.. and in order to save money, i resort to cooking rice at home and eating it with preserved veg and tofu and soya sauce.. frankly, its nice.. haha.. but at the same time, i'm afraid that i'll be malnutrition ne~ (not that its a worry for me since it can be a chance for me to lose weight..) so my aim, $460 by the end of december..

another thing is that, i need to save money for japanese lessons.. i've already decided, once i have the money, i'm going for it.. hmmm.. but i'm kinda torn here.. cuz i know erica wishes to take jap lessons as well, but she wanna do it after graduation.. while here i am, wanting to take it asap.. so.. i dono what to do.. i have a "very-on" wan ling waiting for me to save money^^, but i don think i can leave erica alone ne~ troubled.. ahhh.. nevertheless, save money first.. haha^^ my wish is to take JLPT, and i wish to hit level 2? well, i don think i can take one.. seriously.. cuz it means you are ABLE to SURVIVE in japan if you ever hit level 1.. haha.. the lang sch said that we can skip JLPT 4, but.. isnt it better if you try out all levels? hmmm.. i wanna do it.. so i can do it!! haha.. ganbarimasu!! but first of all, save money la!!

and i shld update on friday and saturday.. haha.. friday went out with star ne~ hehe.. then she treated me to a dairy queen ice cream^^ it was delicious!! OICHI~ (pictures, i think i'm going to put it in a separate post..) and we went to search for her ayumi albums and singles and photo.. haha.. she bought her dear ayumi photos.. so happy la.. while i bought a Seventeen(well, i know i shld be saving money.. but.. pi looks so kakkoi inside ne~ but he became thinner.. ahhh.. muz be due to the filming of Kurosagi ne~ otsukaresama deshita ne~ pi chan~).. then we walked around orchard, to find that language sch.. actually, we meant to find 2, but in the end, cuz i dono the way and the address, we gave up.. then when we reached the mrt station, i asked star if she wants to go find that lang sch-bunka.. its located in orchard delfi.. so she replied might as well go since we were already in orchard.. so we asked the staff in the station, then we realised it was near us when we were out there -_-||.. and star, remember to bring a disposable spoon wherever you go!! haha.. then we went PS as well.. so basically, we went somerset, and walked to orchard, then took train to PS.. and we went to carrefour.. haha.. i wanted to buy that "Others turn flat, while i stay fat" booster, but the price was only $5.50, which i don think shld be that cheap, and therefore, abandoning that thought of buying.. well.. i'm comfortable with my booster now and also, i cant spend anymore money ne~

saturday ne~ well, at first i didn intend to go.. but fr asked along wen hui, so yx had to drag me along so that it wont be an odd number.. well, it was kinda strange at first when we meet up.. i felt a little awkward with fr.. but after a while, i loosen a little bit, so i guess the conver between we 3 were alright? wen hui joined us at a later time ne~ so.. ya.. but the moment she joined us, you can see that fr went to talk to her, and yx was there saying to me, "see, that's why i ask you to come".. well.. good foresight, yx^^ then when we walked around in orchard, haha.. we saw that monopoly guy ne~ at first i took a picture of him, then in the end we 4 took a pic with him^^ couldn remember exactly what we did, all i remembered was fr bought many things, yx bought many things.. and i bought practically nothing.. haha.. then MEI SHEN was gone!! no more meishen.. sob.. it flew to malaysia.. anyway, then we took neo print.. thanks wen hui!! hehe.. cuz she treated me.. well, cuz i'm saving money you see.. haha.. then fr went home first.. while i brought yx to the dairy queen there to buy that cone.. however, that guy like not skilled or i think he's jus plainly stingy lor.. that cone size so much difference from my cone on friday.. i prefer that guy on friday.. that is then called STANDARD size.. shld have taken the pic of yx's cone.. so that can compare.. and wen hui bought mango smoothie!! haha.. i managed to steal a few mouthful sips from her.. thanks again!! then we went kino, cuz i wanted to.. and yx went home.. while wh and i embarked on another journey..

haha.. we went expo.. cuz wh wanna meet some friends of her.. and in the end, there were like 7 ppl in total? *shocked* haha.. and that cal called me, and asked me to buy thumbdrive and check out prices of cameras for him.. wa lau.. long queue sia.. but i did la.. later he call me heartless.. (i where got heartless one lor!! maybe to him only.. haha..) anyway, i guess it was a tiring day for wh and i ne~ cuz we both fell aslp on the train.. she slept after amk station? cuz she had to wake me up at amk.. while i woke up, smsed cal, and went back to slp.. thanks to cal who called me while i was in yishun station.. cuz wh was slping so soundly.. i woke her up jus in time for her to alight.. while i have to go to admiralty to meet cal to pass him that thumbdrive.. and i went home.. without any further ado, i slp around 4am ba.. argh.. i was slacking.. shld have slept earlier..

and one funny thing to say here.. haha.. on tue ah.. we(clique) ate with lin liang, jessie and wee ping.. then after finish eating, star walked alongside me, and suddenly she shouted something like "its calvin" kinds of thing.. previously, calvin was saying that we never meet in sch for weeks.. (it was a blessing..) so i looked around, but i didn catch any sight of him.. haha.. so we went on, and then i had some thoughts bout eating fruits.. so i went to the stall to buy.. by that time, meizi and all had already gathered near me.. and when i finish buying, they had the sheepish look on them.. and guess what? they said calvin was queueing jus right behind me.. and i was like, *where is he?*.. and i looked around.. again, no sight of him.. *laughs*.. when i told cal bout this incident, he was totally unaware of this as well.. so i guess, really PANG GUAN ZHE QING.. haha..

enough of all these craps.. haha.. and on the previous post, was a fan letter to NEWS.. haha.. i translated the eng to the chinese and the japanese.. hope i didn make any mistake.. i bet i made lots of them.. haha.. but nevertheless, hope that the letter can reach NEWS safely.. haha..

oyasumi nasai~

*start of letter*

NEWSのみんなへ

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Maureen（モリン）~

Everyone in NEWS, do come to Singapore someday? There are many NEWS fans in Singapore! I'm waiting for NEWS to hold a concert here~ There are many delicious food in Singapore too! Please continue to work hard! I hope that i can watch KUROSAGI in Singapore as well^^ Do remember to visit Singapore!! I love NEWS!! NEWS is the best!

PS: Please mention this in ur diary ne~ (if possible.. =P)

ＮＥＷＳのみんな、いつかシンガポールに来ますね

！ここはたくさんＮＥＷＳのファンがいますよ！私はここにＮＥＷＳのコンサートが開くを待っていますね～　ここもたくさん美味しいの食べ物がありますよ！頑張ってください！シンガポールもクロサギを見るを希望しています＾＾シンガポールに遊びに来ますを覚えていますね！ＮＥＷＳが大好きです！ＮＥＷＳ最高！

ＰＳ：日記にこれについてを言いますクダサイ～（出来るいけば＝Ｐ）

NEWS的每位，哪天一定要来新加坡！这里有很多NEWS的歌迷哦！我还在等着NEWS来这里开演唱会~这里也有很多美食！请加油！我希望也能在新加坡看到KUROSAGI的电影^^记得要来新加坡哦！我最爱NEWS了！NEWS最棒！

PS：请在日记里提到这封信~ （可以的话=p）

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Jessica（ジェシカ）~

NEWS, you are my ichiban! I've never loved anyone as much as you :D

ＮＥＷＳ最高！ＮＥＷＳが何よりも大好きですね！:D

NEWS最高！我喜欢NEWS胜过一切！:D

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Siyuan（シユアン）~

NEWS, WE SINGAPOREAN FANS LOVE YOU!
NEWS, i love you! please come to singapore to hold a concert soon! singaporean fans welcome you!

ＮＥＷＳ，シンガポールのファンはあなたたちが大好きです！
ＮＥＷＳが大好きです！シンガポールにコンサートを開きますください！シンガポールのファンはＮＥＷＳを歓迎してくれます！

NEWS， 我们新加坡的歌迷爱你们！
NEWS， 我爱你！请到新加坡开演唱会！我们欢迎你们！

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Peijun（ペイジュン）~

Dear minna of NEWS (including Kusano and Uchi),
We really hope that you guys will hold a concert in Singapore.
Even though it's a small island,
we really hope to see you here someday ^^
Please work hard! We will always support you! (^◇^)

親愛なるニュースのみんな（含むkusanoとuchi ）
私たちは本当にＮＥＷＳがシンガポールにコンサートを開きますを希望してみます！シンガポールは小さい、でもいつかここにＮＥＷＳを見たを希望しています＾＾頑張ってください！私たちはいつもＮＥＷＳを支持します！（ ^ ◇ ^ ）

亲爱的NEWS的成员（包括草野和内），我们真的很希望你们能在新加坡开演唱会。即使只是一个小岛，我们真的很希望哪天能在这里看到你们^^
请加油！我们会永远支持你们！(^◇^)

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Mai（マイ）～

Hello! I hope that one day NEWS will be able to come to Singapore to hold a concert.... All us fans are waiting!!

Ganbatte kudasai!

こんにちは！いつかＮＥＷＳはシンガポールに来ます。そして、コンサートを開くを希望したいます。ファンのみんなは待ってしています！！

頑張ってください！

你好！我希望哪天NEWS能来到新加坡开演唱会…… 我们歌迷全部都在等待着！！

请加油！

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

シンガポールのファンから

*end of letter*

Damn it

i knew it.. she did it.. what more can i say? its so obvious!! my goodness.. hmmm.. let's see if she contacts me.. i know she wont.. haha.. well, what can i say? learned my lesson? well, she's.. i dono.. we shall see.. its jus soooooooooooooo obvious.. frankly.. i dono how to face her now.. hmmm.. shld i act as if i dono anything? maybe i shld.. haha.. well.. now, i need to get back my $6..

and there she was saying that at least make the numbers positive before ending..

my foot!

:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP i'm starting to hate her.. really..

frankly.. i'm tired of it.. from the start, i thought maybe i can jus try a little bit, and see how it goes.. and finally, i realised it not feasible at all.. all along i've been trying hard to do it your way, and i have put in much effort in it.. how can you do it without letting me know beforehand? of course, you wanted a new start, and indeed, i wanna end it.. but how can you do it without feeling a little guilty of what you've done? i'll take it as you have no time to inform me.. i'm going to wait.. wait till the day you confess to me..

and i always wonder, if you had cheated me without me knowing it.. i have intuitions as well.. i can feel it.. i jus didn wan to make it clear.. sometimes acting blur is ok, but not too much.. i can sense it.. please.. and also, i wonder if you are really interested to be friends with me.. cuz i feel, there is no sincerity.. maybe we started out wrongly.. if you wanna save the friendship, do it now.. before i really condemn you.. rest assured, i will not expose ur true colours to anyone yet.. but when i think that you're too overboard, i'm going to do something about it.. jus wanna let you know.. i'm kinda of disappointed with you.. or maybe you are with me as well.. i may not know it.. nonetheless, i guess i learned something from this.. never trust a person too much..

Life can be amazing

wow.. i got the shock of my life.. ok.. my day maybe.. yanxuan smsed me.. which i missed cuz my phone wasn near me.. when i look at the msg, she jus say something bout "fangrui ask you join us".. *shocked*

cannot come back to reality yet.. its kinda strange how life manipulates ur ups and downs.. nvm.. haha.. ureshii? hai! ureshii desu!

No Life

well, i read some blogs jus now.. and suddenly i realised something.. I Have No Life.. this is saddening enough.. *cries* calvin had been trying soooo hard to tell me that i have no life, and i didn realise it till now.. how nice..

to me, no life refers to living without paying attention to what is happenin around one.. argh.. recently, what had i really paid attention to? idols, school, computer/laptop, internet, idols.. what else? this is what i mean by no life.. *devastated*

i certainly have to thank this person who made me realised this.. after reading her blog entries, i realised she did many reflections.. what happened to me? i used to reflect on many things.. look what idolism has done to me.. i totally became someone having no life.. (though i'm not stopping this fandomlism.. haha..) well it seems that she faced many obstacles during these few years.. well, we used to be good friends.. so it sort of.. strange.. readin her blog entries, with the thought of not being her friend anymore.. i even had to change the way i address her now.. cuz i'm not comfortable with the name i used to use to call her..

maybe i shld use the chinese blog to type out all these.. cuz i know i cant express well in english.. but i'm trying hard here.. anyway.. i think i still know how she thinks and acts.. i'm jus a passer-by in her life.. so.. i'm thankful that she made me think so much after reading her blog..

*blank*

i totally dono how to organise my thoughts now.. i'm kinda lost.. i know i have work to complete.. and i will after posting this.. i jus feel that.. i need to post something.. hmmm.. how bout.. friends? well.. i've always been wondering very much on this.. and finally, i have the chance to address this topic.. (again)

*typing* *deleting*

i dono what to write.. got so many thoughts running in my head, but i cant piece them out into words.. maybe, i'm jus suffering from an emotional fatigue.. well, from time to time i suffer from fatigues.. physical, mental and now emotional..

maybe i'll jus talk bout no life.. easier.. yes.. i have no life.. maybe i shld get one.. argh.. and i realised, i muz move on., so many ppl are moving on, but i'm still stagnant.. i think i'm getting influenced by the fact that some of my JC friends are already moving on, thus making myself stress over these little things? A levels ended.. so i guess some of my friends went back to YT to work.. wow.. i got amazed by this..

anyway, i went to complete my report before coming back on this post.. and.. i have nothing to say..

lastly, my form teacher of 3E7 and 4E7 is getting married.. but i'm still wondering if i shld go.. so.. ya.. omedetou!!

updating

yeah.. finally.. i abandoned this blog for almost a week i guess? did i? anyway.. HERO is nice!! super nice!! i love it!! kimutaku!! woohoo.. and also, i found something today.. which makes me super happy as well!! thank goodness i remembered bout it!! if not i guess i might.. feel devastated? cuz its not that i remember i didn do it.. haha.. anyway, i got it.. so who cares now?

yeah.. cuz of my big expenditure today.. i need to save money again.. haha.. aim? $200 if i'm not wrong.. for the sake of my prodai!!! i muz gaman!! i wonder if i can hit the target.. hmmm.. calculation time.. haha.. totally cannot la!! zettai muri desu!! haha.. cuz i need to save bout $17 per day, when its like i cant even hit a $10 per day? ahhhh.. nvm, i try to save as much as i can.. and at most, i sell my cd out ba.. since i got one extra one.. hmmm.. calculating calculating..

nvm.. yeah!! uploading pictures now^^


haha.. yeah~ showing me and mai! and the MOW ice cream that pi endorse, and then the esplanade.. finally, pi's kurosagi chirashi^^ hooray!! that's the thing i found^^

so.. that's all i guess..

JE filled!!

woohoo!! friday is going to be a JE filled day!! yeah!!

i can find my MOW ice cream!! then i can get my NEWS mags!! most importantly, i'm going to watch HERO!! yeah!! though its after sch and i dono how late will it end, i'm still looking forward to friday!! finally ne~ a day for me to enjoy.. haha..

alright.. my com is so laggy now.. i wonder if its because of the py game i had jus now.. i bet my com cant take anymore applications.. argh.. i shld restart it later.. when i'm going to bathe..

and i'm trying to save money, for my prodai.. but at the same time, i'm like spending money for all those JE related stuffs..

NEWS

Which NewS member will you marry? by reinakathy
Name
Age
Favorite NewS member	Yamashita TomohisaUchi HirokiNishikido RyoKato ShigeakiKoyama KeiichiroKusano HironoriMasuda TakahisaTegoshi Yuya
Date you will get married	February 20, 2020
Who is he?	Yamashita Tomohisa

Lost in Johnny Jr. Co (NEWS) by mai
Name
you find yourself lost in the JE co b/c	you stop to ask for directions
there are millions of colored doors, you open the	blue doorred doorpink doorpurple doorbrown dooryellow doorgreen doorwhite door
You see him fixing his hair	Ryo
he says	hi
you're in shock so you	space out
he jumps out w/ only a towel on	YamaP
he says	Where are the others?
he realizes you're watching and calls him to join	Tegoshi
in the end you are	don't want to leave

NEWS Boyfriends by msxmasuda
Name
Location (City, Country)
Favorite Band
Song Listening to Now
Favorite Meal of the Day
Shopping Buddy
Movie Snuggler
Ice Cream Sharer
Purse Holder
Sweet as Pie Boyfriend

seriously.. i have no life.. -________-|||

help

alright.. i'm so mentally stress.. i think.. i'm not going to do ordering anymore.. argh.. everything is getting wrong!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i wanna vent.......................................... i'm so going to stop it.. frankly, i think she's hiding something from me.. and i think something fishy is going on.. i jus doesn wan to point that out.. i dono.. maybe i really didn trust her much, for me to say such kind of things..

how can i carry on? i dono.. i feel like, i'm cheating on other ppl.. i dono.. argh.. i'm not going to do it.. i can do it occassionally, but i'm not going to continue it.. i can return all the things to her, i jus wanna stop it..

maybe then my life will be back to normal again.. i can only vent this here.. argh.. i'm feeling so tense.. i mean.. i dono what i'm doing practically.. this thing is driving me mad.. i wan to stop all these.. hopefully i can as well..

short post again

jus trying out for star's purpose... but at the same time^^ i got my pacific and weeeek!^^ haha.. if anyone is interested, can go my lj read read.. i abit xian to update now cuz there are loads of work waiting for me!!!

short post

haha.. i gotta slp soon.. but i'm getting excited!! cuz my weeeek and pacific are arriving soon!! most probably by saturday!!^^ woohoo!!

*end*

shonen wa tori ni natta & weeeek + pacific leaks

well, talk bout shonen wa tori ni natta first.. anyway, i think i dl-ed it like 1 or 2 mths ago.. but, i didn watch it.. ytd, after recovering from the "fake" yamapi single news (NEWS!!!), i got the urge and i watched shonen wa tori ni natta.. so.. its bout a boy who had a hole in his heart and trying hard to live.. and he likes birds(so do i!!^^) and he wanna see the eagle(the largest kind.. dono what izit called actually.. gomen) again.. not talking much.. cuz don wanna spoil the climax ne~

anyway, i knew it from the start that its going to get sad, but i told myself.. i'm not going to use tissues.. and i'm going to try not to get affected.. well, it worked! amazingly!! for the first half.. the moment i see yamapi crying, there goes my tears as well.. but i managed to hold back some tears.. and i continued with the show.. oh!! in d-addicts, it is described as "a document of love and touch(touch as in touching, sentimental?)".. ya.. and it is! haha.. anyway, then i continued with the show.. and.. ahhhhhhh.. tears and tears.. i can still remember.. cuz i was holding my chin with my right hand elbowed on my knee.. so.. when i cried, the tears flowed from my eyes to my hand and to the arm and to the knee.. that was how bad i cried.. well, that's cuz i didn use tissue.. if i did, maybe 5 tissues or more.. (shonen can be compared with grapevine ne~ both are making the audience bursting with tears) and.. well, it was very unexpected ne~ the ending? ya.. so.. that quality was so bad and i cant believe i cried like this.. i'm currently dl-ing the eng subbed version from bt.. hopefully it can finish by tml evening so i can rewatch with Mai and cry together.. haha..

ok.. regarding the leaks.. i was torn.. but in the end.. i dl-ed them.. and i listened.. so.. no more surprises.. haha.. nvm.. i'm still happy ne~ haha.. and i muz say.. weeeek and pacific are splendid!! haha.. i really love them!! I Love NEWS~! haha..

alright.. regarding all the songs.. i have some opinion? hmmm.. firstly, "with me" is such an emo song!! although many ppl think "Why" is emo, i think with me is more emo? i dono.. and also.. "why" may not be a favourite of mine, cuz i don really like western musics.. so.. its a pity ne~ argh.. now i have one less song to fangirl about.. and rainbow!!! i love rainbow!! its such a happy and lively song!! haha.. and its so much better than the shonen version that i have.. quality wise and fullness of the song of course.. well, either 8P NEWS or 6P NEWS is ok with me ne~ so.. haha..

then, i think "ai no matador" is another cool song!! what can i say? i'm loving NEWS!! I'm Loving Pacific and weeeek!! haha.. sayaendou is the same.. then "teppen"!! at first i couldn figure out the difference.. but after listening to it, i still cannot figure out the difference i think i sense a bit of the difference? haha.. nvm.. will compare again.. cuz i'm not repeating any songs, so i didn really concentrate on one song.. and "change the world"!! it was until now, or maybe jus now, then i heard this line "so let's change the world" in this song.. this shows how bad my hearing is.. argh.. and i think kimi omofu yoru is one nice song!! (gomen, all i can think of is "nice") haha.. i love the starting melody!! hontou ni!! i dono why but i was captured by that opening!! well, when i listened to the preview in JE web, i didn really noticed this song very much.. but after hearing the opening, i was hooked on!! haha..

alibi.. haha.. much better than the radio rip.. i can hear shige's and koyama's voices so clearly!! and all the background vocals!! cool!! i'm liking that song so much now.. (or rather, all the songs.. hehe..) and you know what? i love "code".. what has got into me? when i watched the NEWS DVD i didn like code at all!!! but when i listened to the cd version, seriously, the more i listened, the more i like it.. maybe cuz 3/11 was ryo's birthday.. i think its much better than the live version? and chirarizumu as well.. i was singing and swaying to the song while listening.. Mai was shocked as well.. (well, i told her online) even myself was shocked.. argh.. the power of NEWS.. and finally!! the ending of "ai nante'!! woohoo!! it was climaxed!! haha.. i mean the ending.. i love this song!! (like i said, weeeek and pacific are jus SPLENDID) and i dono how to describe.. haha.. i know i like this song very much.. and "nanto ka naru sa" well.. i may be biased.. cuz pi is singing in this song.. but during the first time i heard this song.. i truly enjoyed it and love it.. and although its the same as the cd, this cd real cd rip really has much better quality.. and i enjoyed that song again!^^ woohoo!!! its so cheerful!! although i know it was meant for massu.. i love pi it!!

and now~~ Gomen ne Juliet!! yeah!! no doubt i'm loving this song too.. and.. i couldn figure out what language that woman was saying.. and Mai told me its english.. i went -____-.. haha.. cuz i really cant decipher.. what am i going to do? anyway, its a little different from the concert version.. i mean the arrangements and all.. and it gave this song a total new feel!! wow!! (can someone give me some idea to make it into a RingTone or Msg tone? i'm thinking of making a msg tone with many many songs linked up.. haha.. but i need tips on how to link them.. like which song can blend into which song.. yup..) and i tried to understand what pi was singing.. and well.. i figured out some parts.. there was one saying that "i cant stop my love" and all.. couldn remember.. blame it on my poor memory.. and the rap!! it was so much softer and calmer than the concert version that it made me feel so much more? like the song's emotions penetrated in.. haha..

then.. (wow, i dedicated one para to gomen ne juliet ne~) well, strangely, i think hadashi no cinderella boy sounded very different from the one i've been listening to.. blame the quality.. and hoshi.. haha.. the same.. and it made me feel so much like buying the hoshi single.. next.. mafuyu!! haha.. this is one very heart-warming song ne~ and i love it as well!^^ and i've been trying to figure out the english words. but i guess i failed? i heard "i wish to meet you anywhere, i can be your heart, i wish to a smiling face tonight".. and i think its so wrong.. can anyone correct me?

and lastly, a ryopi acapella!! wow!! though i'm not a ryopi lover, i truly like this acapella!! now i noticed something, everytime they have an album, they'll have an acapella piece in it ne~ wow.. cool!! NEWS!! Go Go!! haha.. and its supposed to be a romantic song.. but somehow i cant feel it.. i feel more of happiness than romance ne~ haha..

and that's all.. wow.. a long post.. i'm going to cut it then.. haha.. don wanna spam posts.. oh.. and hopefully i can have my photos sold ne~ not enough money..

I am retard because i'm a singaporean..

i'm so going to repeat this sentence everywhere i go.. haha.. anyway, i posted such a huge rant in lj, i don feel like posting anything here.. so go read if you wanna know what happened.. haha.. and minna san, repeat after me, i'm retard cuz i'm a singaporean.. how funny.. alright. off to do my report!!