07 October, 2007

mixed emotions!!

i hate NEWS for giving me MIXED EMOTIONS!!!!!!!! argh.. they played with my feelings! alright, it was myself who allowed them to do so anyway.. so i see, they postponed their concert to tml at 2pm.. I'm getting so worried for them now.. not only worried that the concert might not go smoothly due to the typhoon, also of their health.. HOW CAN ONE PACKET OF WEIDER IN JELLY SUPPORT YAMAPI'S ENERGY FOR THAT WHOLE OF THE DAY??? stupid thought.. anyway, real mixed emotions.. seldom i get frantic when tot of someone/manyones..

firstly, they'll be holding 2 concerts in the same day, hope they don get wore out by the end of the 2nd concert, i hate to see them getting tired.. although it might be unfair to the fans in taiwan, i rather them canceling the concert than holding it consecutively.. even if its in singapore, i would have hoped they do that.. who would wan to see a tired NEWS trying so hard to perform and in the end getting sick or something? though i'm sure that NEWS are FIT!!

secondly, the more i look at the merchandise from Taiwan, the more i wan it.. and seeing a post posted by someone in singapore offering to buy makes me feel like killing myself.. cuz if only i had not slp for the whole afternoon, i wouldn have missed the chance.. but nvm, since i don think i'll have the money anyway.. but still, it makes me feel so empty now..

lastly, i guess.. i'm feeling lost out of a sudden.. argh, do all fangirls face the same dilemma as me? i don even know what dilemma am i under now.. but i feel so lost all of a sudden.. maybe its cuz i slept too much today.. since i slept from ytd 4.30 am till jus now 9 pm.. it was a achievement again.. haha.. i cant think properly now.. i cant even handle an O level maths Qn jus now.. jus what am i doing?


NEWS is trouble LOVE<3

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