Bunka Idol

Gosh. I think I really messed it up. *cries* I did not introduce myself. I was nervous. I was stopped by them just when I reached my chorus. I didn't look into their eyes. I was shaking. I don't remember saying "Thank You" as well. Gosh.

And I just thought of a better part to sing. Should have sung the bridge and the final chorus, not the first verse + chorus. WASTED.

But never mind. I shall hope that someone within my friend circle got in. I'll still be happy for them. Since I have no hope already. *cries*

Actually recently my emotions aren't that stable. Probably Tegomass is really that influential. I don't know. Things are happening in my workplace. There are people whom I think I can't get along with. Someone is leaving. Argh. I'm not improving at all. That's like the thing which really troubled me so much.

Full day out with Mai tomorrow. Shall let everything off and enjoy myself! Spending a bomb too. Argh. Money.

I want N86!! *laughs* Get me a phone already!

The end.

EDIT: Probably I shld have sung "Precious". ........... -______-||