I didn't go online for around 3 days already, partially because of laziness as well, and I missed quite a lot of things. Basically, I want to address a few things in this post, so I better list them down before I forget.
- Wednesday
- JLPT Venue
- Today
- Uchi's news
Alright, I think so much so that I have to post different posts for the topics above. In that case, I'll start with today's happenings, since the title said it already.
Well, tomorrow is going to be my mid-term test for Intermediate 1, so today xuan and I went out to do a slight revision. We planned our schedule since the start of our lesson, but only until yesterday's night then we could finalise everything, because of my hectic schedule as well. In the end, her di (who is her god younger brother) decided to tag along, so this morning I met them both. As usual I was late, but never mind that. *laughs* Then I realised, I really have age gap with the youngsters nowadays.
There was this incident, where I saw 2 children (they are girls some more!!) littered the floor with torn pieces of a flyer/brochure. How uncivilised was that?! That is blatant littering! I seriously wondered what were the schools teaching the youngsters nowadays. And I was very angry about that incident. I don't know what has got into me, or am I really getting older, but I can't stand youngsters doing the wrong things as if they weren't taught anything. Especially when those two kids were throwing torn pieces!! Did you know a rubbish bin was just 2 to 3 metres away from them?! They deliberately tore the paper into pieces and threw them! I don't understand why would they want to do that. And yes, I know I'm very biased in some sense, where I judge people by their doings and their dressing code. Sorry, but when I see youngsters with rebonded hair, and dressed skimpily, I will immediately regard them as uncivilised kids. Then I support my case with their doings, unless they really behaved so well. I think I've become those old women who will sit by a side and curse at those kids running wildly near them. You know? Those old and bad women where kids will never get close to. So my conclusion? I think I have generation gap with the youngsters nowadays. The end.
So today, it was peaceful, and I'm thankful for that. But I got to admit, I'm not good with kids. I felt so bad neglecting xuan's di, and for traumatising her di with all my blah-blah-logy. Just one thing, Please Don't Ever Grow Up To Become One Of Those Kids I've Mentioned And Disappoint Your Parents. You're the only child, Never ever hurt yourself no matter what happens. Please think of everyone around you, everyone who cares about you. Because truly, but I may not have showed it very much, I was very shocked when xuan told me her di cut himself. Of course, in order not to let the atmosphere get tense, we went into the topic of myself taking a blood test. But really, if you were my di, I would have scolded you like mad for hurting yourself like this. I think her di must be thanking god that xuan is her sis instead of me.
Alright, I realised I've just typed a chunk of those logy I mentioned. *laughs* I sure had traumatised her di. I'm so sorry. So to not be traumatised by me, please grow up to be a wonderful man. *laughs*
I think, it must be because I'm an only child, I placed so much hope on him? Being an only child, I think I've got many which others might not be fortunate enough to get, but also lost many which others might be fortunate enough to get. And trust me, I'm utterly disappointed with myself except for occasional achievements I've made. I have never felt that I've done my dad proud in anything I've done. My results were mediocre, my attitude is not good as well. I'm lazy, and I lack self-discipline. I'm once of those worse child you can get, lazing around not doing anything. For this, I really thank my dad for raising me up, even until this point.
I don't know how will the future go, but I hope that one day, I can make my dad and my family members proud. For this, I'll work hard with what I have.
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