another post!

Alright. Now listening to "Last Christmas" by EXILE (Oh, finally not NEWS? No, I can always press ctrl-b to go back to my playlist~ *laughs*) and I feel like posting a little! Actually I had the intention to post yesterday or something. I wanted to say how much I look forward to this week, because everyday I have something to look forward to!

Today, I went back to school for a NTU talk, and trust me, it is inspiring. It makes me feel so much wanting to continue my studies. (random: My "Last Christmas" just finished (even though on repeat) and suddenly I have "Smile Maker"'s interlude in my mind. I'm so so so addicted to "Smile Maker". *laughs*) So I'm really considering hard in my future, later. *laughs* But I'll consider hard on my further studies, and I'll get to know more about the universities when I go for my stayover at xuan's house~ Hehe. Thanks.

So tomorrow, I'll have my kino trip instead of Friday night, because I have a special appointment on Friday night! I look so forward to that appointment, because I miss you so much! Actually, something like this happened a while ago, and I was a little shock, but super happy to know it too!

Just last week, I didn't manage to go online daily because I was tired and I was absent online for around 3 days. I was shocked to get messages from both xuan and jieshi saying that they missed me! It was kind of a rare incident for me, because seriously, I seldom get people saying they miss me. It's usually the other way round. *laughs*

It is strange how people don't usually express their emotions when they have to, but they can let out emotions at random times like this. What I mean by that, is that when you know you love someone, be it your family or friends, you seldom let your feelings out. But when it comes to times like this, where you can joke around, words like this can come out because it doesn't seem that "heavy" to the listener as well as the speaker? I'm not sure if I get my idea across, but never mind.

I can really blush if I have to say things like "I love you", "I miss you" face to face, but when it comes to text messaging or probably online chatting, I can say it with just a bright smile on my face!^^ I think this is how technology helps us, but nothing is better than saying things face to face! I will overcome my weaknesses and express my gratitude to everyone naturally one day!

By the way, it seems like I'm getting too influenced by Pi. Somehow the above paragraph sounded so much like Pi's style, like being grateful for everything, and seeing everything in a positive way. So much so that my above paragraph seems so commercial like. *laughs*

Anyway, why I came to this topic was because of my missing Jialiang aka Star. *laughs* She is the mystery person I'm going to meet this Friday night! We must have a good talk ok! About everything possible! I think we'll catch up so much, probably until the state where both of us get too talkative or totally silent. *laughs*

So, that is roughly how my Friday will go, and I sure hope for a wonderful night! I shall end here, because there seems to be some serious matter with xuan's side. Cool down k, xuan~ Though I'm not in the position to say anything.