Damn it

i knew it.. she did it.. what more can i say? its so obvious!! my goodness.. hmmm.. let's see if she contacts me.. i know she wont.. haha.. well, what can i say? learned my lesson? well, she's.. i dono.. we shall see.. its jus soooooooooooooo obvious.. frankly.. i dono how to face her now.. hmmm.. shld i act as if i dono anything? maybe i shld.. haha.. well.. now, i need to get back my $6..

and there she was saying that at least make the numbers positive before ending..

my foot!

:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP i'm starting to hate her.. really..

frankly.. i'm tired of it.. from the start, i thought maybe i can jus try a little bit, and see how it goes.. and finally, i realised it not feasible at all.. all along i've been trying hard to do it your way, and i have put in much effort in it.. how can you do it without letting me know beforehand? of course, you wanted a new start, and indeed, i wanna end it.. but how can you do it without feeling a little guilty of what you've done? i'll take it as you have no time to inform me.. i'm going to wait.. wait till the day you confess to me..

and i always wonder, if you had cheated me without me knowing it.. i have intuitions as well.. i can feel it.. i jus didn wan to make it clear.. sometimes acting blur is ok, but not too much.. i can sense it.. please.. and also, i wonder if you are really interested to be friends with me.. cuz i feel, there is no sincerity.. maybe we started out wrongly.. if you wanna save the friendship, do it now.. before i really condemn you.. rest assured, i will not expose ur true colours to anyone yet.. but when i think that you're too overboard, i'm going to do something about it.. jus wanna let you know.. i'm kinda of disappointed with you.. or maybe you are with me as well.. i may not know it.. nonetheless, i guess i learned something from this.. never trust a person too much..